I
was born into a respectable, middle-class family in Puerto Rico, the
youngest of three children.
At the age of 10
I attended an all-night party where I consumed a large quantity of
alcohol. The next day a friend gave me a pill with a promise that "this
will make you feel better." This was the beginning of 15 years
of drug dependency.
By the time I graduated
from high school, I was a heroin addict. I indulged in a life of crime
and drug dealing to feed my habit.
I entered several
treatment facilities. I spent 6 years in a program where I was given
daily doses of methadone in an attempt to satiate my appetite for drugs.
Methadone controlled my heroin addiction, but I began using other drugs.
During this time
I graduated from college with a major in psychology and opened a prosperous
plant retail store.
I soon became tired
of working all day. I saw how profitable the drug business was, so
I became partners with my brother in a large drug distribution operation
in New York City. We were so successful I went to Miami to run the
drug cartel. During this time I met my wife Laura.
On a trip through
North Carolina I was arrested in possession of 10,000 pounds of marijuana
and $100,000 in cash. I made a plea bargain; however, I never appeared
to do my time. I bought an I.D. package and adopted a new name and
identity. I had become a professional criminal.
Later I was arrested
in Maryland and charged with possession of 1,000 pounds of marijuana
and 100,000 pounds of Quaalude. When the police told me I was under
arrest, I pulled a .38 caliber pistol. Before I knew what happened,
they had me handcuffed and in jail.
My bond was set
at $250,000. I decided to wait a few days and ask for a reduction of
the bond. While I was waiting, a war broke out within the cartel organization.
One of my partners was killed, telephone numbers were changed, and
everyone moved to new locations. I decided to develop another drug
distribution operation in jail.
One day a volunteer
from Teen Challenge prison ministry came to the jail and gave me a
beautiful leather-bound Bible. I thanked him, but I wasn't about to
read it. I gave it to another inmate. A few days later the inmate told
me he was reading this Bible, and he was fasting and seeking God. He
witnessed to me every day.
One night I open
a Bible my mother had mailed me. I found myself reading, "How
long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the scorners delight
in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge? Turn you at my reproof:
behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you. Because I have called,
and ye refused; I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded" (Proverbs
1:22-24). I closed my eyes and saw a picture of my life. I saw how
much pain and grief I had caused my family, including my wife and 3-month-old
daughter.
I fell to my knees
and felt a strange presence in my cell. As tears flowed, I said, "God,
I don't believe in You; but if You are real, I need help."
I continued reading
Proverbs: "My son, if thou wilt receive my words, and hide my
commandments with thee; so that thou incline thine ear unto wisdom,
and apply thine heart to understanding; yea, if thou criest after knowledge,
and liftest up thy voice for understanding; if thou seekest her as
silver, and searchest for her as for hid treasures; then shalt thou
understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God" (Proverbs
2:1-5).
The next day I work
a new man. I got out of the drug business and began reading my Bible
every night. For the first time in 15 years I was free.
I began calling
area churches asking them to teach Bible classes in prison. The jail
personnel were so moved by my desire to help others that many wrote
letters to the judge asking for mercy in my case. Against my lawyer's
advice I pleaded guilty to the charges. I wanted to do what was right,
and I knew God was faithful. God showed me He was with me when prison
officials testified I was a different man. I was sentenced to 7 years
-- a small sentence compared to the charges.
When I was handcuffed
and led to my cell, I didn't know when I was going to see my wife and
daughter again. I felt I would lose them. That night I cried to God, "Where
are You? I need You."
The next morning
I received a call from my wife. "I love you," she said. "Don't
worry; I will wait. Keep strong."
I went back to my
cell and worship the Lord Jesus Christ. I had seen a miracle. God was
telling me to trust Him, that He would watch over me.
During my 3 years
of incarceration I witnessed to others about Jesus Christ. My wife
began attending Teen Challenge Assembly of God, Puerto Rico, and accepted
the Lord into her life.
My mother visited
the church the day before she was to have an operation for cancer and
was baptized in the Holy Spirit. The congregation prayed for her, and
she was healed. No operation was necessary.
Before I was released
on parole, God showed me He wanted me to go to Teen Challenge. One
night as I was sleeping, I sensed God speaking to my heart, "Manuel,
be faithful. I am going to use you, and I will do great things through
you. I will take you places you never dreamed of before." I knew
it was not my imagination. God restored my mind and gave me hope. He
filled me with the Holy Spirit.
After 24 months
in jail I was released to enter Teen Challenge of Maryland, Capitol
Heights, directed by Mike Zello, Sr., a nationally appointed home missionary.
This man and his family showed me so much love. Their lives and dedication
to Christ were a powerful testimony to me.
After I spent only
a few months at Teen Challenge, I sensed God leading me back to North
Carolina where I was wanted as a fugitive. I was given a short sentence
there and was able to preach the Word and share my testimony in jail.
The day I was released,
Zello gave me a car and offered me a counselor's position with Teen
Challenge of Maryland. Two days later I was reunited with my wife and
3-year-old daughter.
As a counselor I
began witnessing to my brother and his family. They gave their hearts
to God and are now active church members. My cousin also gave his life
to God and now pastors in Virginia.
To my surprise,
after attending several Hispanic ministers meetings, I was elected
president of the Hispanic Evangelical Ministers. I was then promoted
to resident director of Teen Challenge of Maryland and elected treasurer
of New Life Assembly of God, Capitol Heights, pastored by Zello.
There is no limit
to what God can do. God heard my cry for help years ago in my jail
cell. He answered my prayers. He has performed miracle after miracle
in my life. Praise the Lord.